Single

Once again. And he did it right before our three month. So this is how it happened:
He met me halfway to b house, and told me we needed to talk. So i said ,oh shit. He told me that he had a lot on his mind and he needed time to sort it out. He said that he just wasn't feeling it right now and that this doesn't mean we cant be together in the future. I asked him what was on his mind and he said he couldn't tell me. So okay. He asked me if I was okay. I said sure, but then changed it to no. My friend Unique comes up to me after he leaves, I'm by the water fountains, and gets a drink of water. Notices that I'm not okay and asks whats wrong. I start crying and telling her what happened. She says she was sorry that it happened and he was an asshole for letting me go. So I let her go and went to the back of b-house where i start crying again and tell everyone what happened. I just needed my best friends though, Mia and Victoria. When I got to Mia, I felt so much better. She said that she was going to curse him out and break his face and all this crap cause he really hurt me. I really did love him and I was so happy with him. She knew it to. But now its broken. I told her that I didn't really want her to. I didn't want her to because I loved him, but I did cause I was angry at him. I started to think that he never really loved me and that it was all just a fake game to him. I don't know. But whatever. I am mad at him, I think I have a right to know whats on his mind, it did break us up.

I had to have debate with him today. I still sat next to him. I didn't want to show any weakness, but he didn't even acknowledge me. I was pissed at that. You would think I would at least get a hi. Nope. I still want to be friends with him. I don't want to lose his friendship at least.

At lunch my friends were stuffing food down my face. i was too upset to eat, but they mad me. Sarah went to get lunch with me and she really wanted to flick him off. I said I didn't care anymore. I was really hurt.

And you know what, I have wanted to watch Across the Universe since we started having some problems. Today, the day we broke up, we start watching Across the Universe. How ironic.

You know, I just don;t know right now. All my friends are there for me and I need that. They all say that he was a douche and he just lost the best thing he ever had. And you know what, he did.

I still want to cry some more, and I feel like screaming, screaming at him, and punching him. I just don't know. I haven't fully gotten that out. I think though, that I need a busy weekend. I got invited to Swetlanas house, a birthday party, movies and hanging out at Mia's. I need to do this so that I don't sit around the house and mope. I need to get out there and have a life.

romantic girl facts lol

GIRLS FACTS---
When a girl is mean to you after a break-up
she wants you back but she is too
scared she'll get hurt and knows
you're gone forever

When a girl is
glancing at you,
she wants you to look back
and smile

When a girl bumps into your arm,
while walking with you
she wants
you to hold her hand

When she wants a hug
she will just stand there

When u break a girls heart
she still feels it when
you run into each other 3 years later

When a girl is quiet,
millions of things
are running through her mind..

When a girl is stops arguing,
she is thinking deeply,,

When a girl looks at you with eyes full of
questions,she is wondering how long you will be
with her

When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a
pause,she is not fine at all

When a girl stares at you,
she is wondering why you are playing games

When a girl lays her head on your chest,s
he is wishing for you to be hers forever

When a girl says she can't live
without you,
she has made up her mind that you are
her future
When a girl says, "I miss you,"no one in this world can miss you more than





So life has been really great so far. Jesse's and I one month anniversary was on Monday.
We have sol's next week. Blech.
Our schedule is all messed up beyond belief
it freaking sucks.
I got cookie dough from my best friend victoria.
wonder when I'll get my dough lol.
So anyway,
I've got my History SOL on the 19th
algebra II on the 14th i think
English on the 11th, i think
and Chem on the 20th i believe, i know its on a friday.