This is my life.

Monday, March 23, 2009

my mom

won't let me go to school tomorrow and she said i mioght not be going wednesday....why dont i just take off the whole flippin week!!!!!!!????????? UGH!!!!!!!!!



WAIT A MINUTE!!!!!! SHE SAID I COULD GO TO SCHOOL WHEN MY TEMPERATURE STAYED DOWN FOR TWO DAYS! I SHOULD BE ABLE TO GO TO SCHOOL!!!!!MAN!!!!!

Sick still

I've got the flu. :[ That's why I haven't been posting for a couple days. I was dying on Saturday. We went to Patient First at like 6:30pm on Saturday. We couldn't do it earlier cause
a) i was dying in my bed with a 103 temp.
b) my mom was working on national Boards
So we went later on that evening after I took cough meds, Ibuprofen, and Tami flu. I felt a lot better, but still like crap. Jesse didn't call me like all of Saturday, when I was at my worst. I was sorta glad at that cause I was dead to the world. But I was mad at him cause he should have tried. But I don't want to make him feel worse than he already is. it wasn't that big of a deal. It's cool. He is AMAZING and he NEEDS TO REMEMBER THAT!!!!!! Anyway, they tested me for Strep and flu. I had flu. So I got more Tami flu and some mega heavy duty cough syrup which surprisingly tastes like lemon meringue. But whatever. Maybe my taste buds are off from the flu lol. So on Sunday I was doing a whole lot better but still sick. My chest mega hurts whenever I cough. But i need to cough to get the mucus out. Ugh.

Today is Monday and I feel a ton better. Chest still hurts. And if my mom gets her way I will stay home tomorrow to...WAH!!!!!! I HATE missing school. But I guess I'll deal cause I won't get sick later lol.

Anyway, working on German review that Frau sent me....yes Jesse, she does send me stuff back lol. You should send her an email lol. J/k J/k. <333333

Friday, March 20, 2009

Sick:[

It sucks being sick. And the bad thing is that I run myself into the ground so it takes me longer to get better. And then when I think I'm all better, my mom wants me to stay home a day more but I don't, so I get sick again later. I always do it. It's the one mistake I don't learn from. I love school though, and I hate taking off from it. So I went to school because:
a)I wanted to see Jesse, three days without him....ugh
b)I had a test in Chem.
c)I needed to turn in NHS forms
d)math-if I miss it-I'm screwed

I need to
a) drink a lot of tea and honey
b)take cough meds
c)get lots of rest

So I went to school. Now I have two and a half days to get better. I need to get better in two and a half days. The end of the nine weeks is coming fast, can't afford to take a day off.

And not seeing Jesse for a while, that would be so ugh! I hope he thinks the same way, most likely lol. My friend Unique said that when he saw me walking to lunch today he got this HUGE smile on his face. I didn't notice it lol. But she did. She said she can tell that he just adores me from his face when he sees me. That's the sweetest/cutest thing ever! I'm sooo glad that I "caught" him, or he "caught" me. whatever way it goes. I'm just glad that I have him. He's the best thing that happened to me this year. And he knows this. But I'm just amazed by him. he is amazing.

Anyway though, it is 8:40 and he might not be happy with me if I don't take care of myself lol. cause then i couldn't go to school Monday....so I'm gonna try to get to sleep.(my throat feels dry and constricted. and whenever i cough i feel think i taste something metallic....but that's just me probably overreacting cause my throat hurts.) so i took cough meds *yawn*.

Night Handsome, I know you'll read this sometime.<33

Tuesday, March 17, 2009

i saw this and

I loved it. It's cute and sweet. And explains some stuff lol.

I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because she's sleepy, but because she wants to be closer to you.

2 - I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than inside your bedroom or in an expensive resturant.

3 - I'm the girl who says,"ok, but you owe me..." jokingly, not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you.

4 - I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will (or at least try to) have fun because it means I am spending time with you.

5 - I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like, I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms.

6 - I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me.

7 - I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.8

- I'm the girl who you can talk to about anything.

9 - I'm the girl who will have many inside jokes with you and will remember each one.

10 - I'm the girl who will brag about you to all of my friends.

11 - I'm the girl who will listen to you talk.

12 - I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me for no apparent reason.

13 - I'm the girl who loves it when you hug me from behind or kiss me on the forehead.

14 - I'm the girl who loves you for you, and doesn't care what she hears or what other people say about us.

15 - I'm the girl who loves it when you introduce me to your friends as your girlfriend or show me off to them

16 - I'm the girl who loves the feeling when you take me by the hand without saying a word.

17 - I'm the girl who accepts you for who you are without question, likes you for your perfections, and loves you for the imperfections.

18 - I'm the girl who never gives up hope, even when I tell others I have

19 - I'm the girl who once let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And when we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.

Sunday, March 15, 2009

Amazing

I hung out with Jesse today. I had one of the best days of my life. I loved hanging out with him. He exaggerates how horrible his family is though. I like his mom. She's cool, and his little brother is sorta funny. I don't know what to say about his cousins/aunt. I didn't really talk to them as much. But they seemed cool. I can't believe he laughed at what his older cousin said....I mean fine....it was a little funny. But it was so mean lol. I would never run :] Except when he's tickling me...then I would...but I'd run away laughing. I'm sooo stealing his hoodie tomorrow.....Lol...I'm mean...he always has it...but now,......it shall be mine....when its warm and he doesn't need it...I'll take it home with me lol. Soon it will smell like me. Lol.

So anyway.........I had an amazing time with him. We sat in the tent like thing at Target, in the outdoor furniture for like ten minutes. There were old people that kept glaring at us. But I didn't care. I was with him. Though we did have to get up eventually. Or his family would leave us lol.

I really want to hang out with him next weekend to. But I don't know if I can...my mom might say that two weekends in a row isn't good or something....but whatever...lets see what happens....maybe she'll let me and Jesse can to. That'd be awesome. Anyway, exhausted. Sleep time.

Night<3

Saturday, March 14, 2009

Definitions

Go toUrbanDictionary. com and type in your answer to each question in the search box, then write the definition it gives you. then tag your friends and see what they get....

1. Your name? -Amanda

1.
Amanda
A women named Amanda is typically very beautiful with an incredible body and nice eyes. They are known to be very loveable. Amandas are envied by other women.
1. Damnnn, Amanda's lookin' fine today, as usual.
2. I wish I was Amanda, shes so pretty and nice!


2.Your age? - Seventeen
Seventeen is the last year before college, the last year before you can vote, the last year you are dependent on your parentsâit is a bridge between childhood and adulthood. Seventeen is not considered as monumental as sixteen, but somehow 17 sounds so much older than 16. Sixteen is carefree teenager enjoying life while they still can, but at seventeen some sort of responsibility is expected.She thought she would never turn sweet sixteen, and then suddenly her 16th year was over and she was seventeen.

3. A Friend -Victoria and Maria and Anjelica

Victoria
In Ireland, this is a name givin to someone that makes you laugh alot.


Maria
only the bestest girl in the whole entire universe. has the quality of being supa cool.


anjelica
sweet and nurturing. quiet at first, but get to know her and u'll be surprised how fun she is. always willing to help, sometimes at the expense of herself. great to chill with anytime. if you let her, she'll change ur life

4. What should you be doing? -Homework
Homework: Homework is a form of suppressing a child's individual interests so that they do not develop any ideas of individual worth and proceed to fill a job that is needed to keep everything functioning properly when he or she is not at school. Like school, people who challenge the idea of homework are seen as stupid because they are unwilling to memorize things that people before them thought or did in an effort to appear "intelligent." In American society, it is vital that one takes a job working under an employer as someone who helps keep the economy and social order functioning as it should rather than developing his or her own indivdual interests and possibly changing the way we look at life.

5. Favorite color? - Blue
The hue of the portion of the visible spectrum lying between green and indigo, evoked in a human observer by radiant energy with wavelengths of approximately 420 to 490 nanometers

6.Hometown? - Cherry Hill
A rich town formerly known as Delaware Township, located 5 miles outside of philadelphia. Its bordered by Haddonfield, Marlton, Mount Laurel, Voorhees, and shitty ass towns that no one really cares about like Lawnside, Pennsauken, Merchantville, and the worst, Maple Shade. Most people in the Philadelphia/ South Jersey area have heard of it or have been here either for work related reasons or because cherry hill mall is the only good mall for miles. It started as farm land but the population exploded by the 1950 and 60s. Today the only farm left is located on Springdale road. The town can be classified as being "very convenient" since everything you could need is there. This can also be a bad thing since it attracts some white trash from Maple Shade. And some actual threatening ghetto trash (unlike other surrounding towns that claim they are "hardcore") from Camden since the New Jersey Transit bus stops in numerous sections in the town. It also has the PATCO stations in Woodcrest and Ashland which provides transportation into center city philadelphia. Cherry Hill is known for having a large amount of jewish residents, in reality only the East side (mainly woodcrest and springdale) have a noticeable amount. The East side has a reputation for being the richer side of Cherry Hill. Cherry Hill East High school was ranked 41st in the State for SAT scores (1668) while Cherry Hill West ranked 124th (1529). East high school also has a notable theater program The West side is classified as "poor" when in reality most parts of it are not. Most section 8 housing in cherry Hill is on the east side (Sergie Farms). The Cherry Hill Library, the Cherry Hill Mall/ Pavilions shopping centers, Kennedy Hospital, and Ellisburge Circle(I remember these!!!!!!) are all located on the West side. Cherry Hill West also has one of the best choirs in the state. (WEST ALL THE WAY!)

7. Month of your birthday? -December
The month in which the hottest women are born.

8. Last person you talked to? - Mom
The woman who loves you unconditionally from birth, the one who puts her kids before herself and the one who you can always count on above everyone else. Just telling her your problems makes you feel better because mom's always know how to make it all go away. Even if you fight, know that she's just looking out for your best interests.

9. Where are you right now? -my room
the place where YOU (and only you) go (alone most of the time.) for various reason. to. escape the bratty little siblings constantly asking you questions escape the parents constantly naggin you to do something

10. What are you thinking about right now? - Chemistry

chemistry
A school subject that teaches the alert young anarchist how to make primative explosive devices.

Thursday, March 12, 2009

So

exhausted.
I have a tension headache/becoming a small migraine. Need to take meds but scared I won't wake up.
And because of my head, I now have a semi queasy stomach.
This is great. Ugh. Bad night, great day. Watch.
I got an invitation to join National Honors Society. My dream since 6th grade.
Victoria refuses to give up two body parts. She said Jesse will get over it.
Meaghen loves to torture us...mainly him. Lol.
I need to stay up until my mom gets home so that I can send my NHS letters to my teachers....that's why I also can't take my meds. They make me really sleepy. And by the time I can, I don't want to because I'm scared I wont wake up. UGH!
It needs to get warmer again. I like the warm weather. Blech.
Anyway, going to try and take a nap. My pounding head!!!

It should be gone by tomorrow morning. I need to go to school tomorrow. I can't miss it. For Jesse. But I know I'll be fine tomorrow, I usually am. So no big deal.

Tuesday, March 10, 2009

So Jesse

has claimed all my body parts. He yelled it at Meaghen today. He was like, "Jesse amendment! I own all of Amanda's body parts!" It was pretty funny. I was going to get him a long term contract....like really long term, but the Jesse Amendment works to. If Victoria and Meaghen go with it. Ciera is fine. But the other two, harder to let them go. Lol. This should be interesting. I'm glad no one has given him a real "if you hurt her" speech. I don't want him to get scared lol. I know Ciera did it for Zach. But she didn't trust him, and she was right lol. I don't know why I did that. it was so stupid. Zach was. Anyway, so Jesse now owns me. Not! in that way! Gosh, mind in the gutter much? I like it that way though. ;]
Only he can...........never mind lol. Kiss me. lol
Wow stopping now.
Write later........tired
I need to keep myself up.
my really comfy bed isn't helping either......

Monday, March 9, 2009

ABC's of Amanda

A A A○

age: 17○

annoyance: everything that's annoying○

animal: dogs○

actor: Daniel Radcliffe



B B B○

birthday: Dec 5th, 1991○

bestfriends: Victoria Ritchson, Maria Stanley, Angerlica Jusino○

believe in yourself: yes○

believe in life on other planets: yes, I think.○

blind or deaf: deaf○

believe in miracles: yes○

best feeling in the world: being loved.○

believe in magic: possibly.○

believe in god: eh.○

best weather: summer weather. ○

been in love: i thought i did in 8th grade, but i dont know anymore because maybe......



C C C○

car: cobalt○

candy: chocolates.○

colour: rainbow○

cried in school:yeah○

chocolate / vanilla:vanilla○

chinese / mexican: northen chinese○

cake or pie: pie○

country to visit: europe○

Coffee: carmel frappo



D D D○

day or night: night○

dream vehicle: no preference.○

danced: yes. two nights ago.○

dance in the rain: yes.○

do the splits:nope



E E E○

eggs: yum.○

eyes: dark brown○

everyone has: feelings○

ever failed a class: nope



F F F○

full name: Amanda Joy Lowitz, hebrew name-Ahuva○

first thoughts waking up: tired!!!!○

food: anything minus hot dogs



G G G○

greatest fear: failure/alone/dark○

giver or taker: giver○

goals: graduate.○

gum: minty○

get along with your parents: yeah○

good luck charm: umm....i dont really have one

girlfriend: boyfriend? sure ;]



H H H○

hair colour: dark brown○

height: 5' 8''○

happy: with friends and jesse○

holiday:new years.○

health freak: no○

hate: is a strong word.



I I I○

ice cream: choco chip cookie dough○

instrument: tried the flute.



J J J○

jewelry: friendship bracelets.



K K K○

kids: none yet○

keep a journal: i can never maintain one.



L L L○

longest car ride: 2 days○

laughed so hard you cried: yes○

love at first sight: not really○

love: yes....beleive in it....am i in it...dont know yet...tell you later



M M M○

milk flavor:organic/chocolate○

movie: comedic romantic/comedy/forgein○

mooned anyone: never○

marriage: yeahhh...later○

motion sickness: first night on disney wonder○

mcds or bk: depends.



N N N○

number of siblings: 1 older sister○

number of piercings: ears○

number: 4○

overused phrases: lol omg, gosh, lots of others○

one wish: if i told you it wouldnt come true○

one phobia: alone/failure



P P P○

place: calm○

perfect pizza: combo minus perperonni.○

pepsi or coke: coca cola....lol this brings back memories from WMHSMUN



Q Q Q○

quail: ok○

questionaires: fun...when your bored○

reason to cry: takes a lot...○

reality tv: overrated○

radio Station: the point....???



S S S○

song: right now? Hmmm.....love story○

shoe size: 8-10...mainly 9-10○

salad dressing: ranch....lmao○

sushi: yum.○

skipped school: no○

slept outside: sorta○

seen a dead body: yes....gradnmother○

smoke: eww○

sing: in elementary school and shower○

swear: haha○

stuffed animals: eh...cute○

single or group dates: depends○

scientists need to invent: more convenient things.



T T T○

time for bed: never○

thunderstorm: ah!○

tv: not in my room....but a 55 inch in loft○

touch your tongue to your nose: yeah○

Tea: love it.



U U U○

unpredictable: the future



V V V○

vegetable you hate: brussel sprouts○

vegetable you love: mushrooms○

vacation spot: bahamas/europe



W W W○

weakness: ticklish○

when you grow up: love marriage money○

who makes you laugh the most: my friends and Jesse○

worst feeling: being hated/unloved○

where do we go when we die: idk...reincarnated○

worst weather: scorching hotness



X X X○

xrays: broken bones



Y Y Y○

year it is now: 2009○

yellow: crayon



Z Z Z○

zoo: fun○

zodiac sign: sagittarius

I seem

to post more now that Jesse reads my blog. Hhhhmmmm....lol. He likes to read it to see whats bothering me so he can make me happy he says. he just makes me happy by being there. Yeah, yeah, corny. But it's true, and he's amazing. After Jesse left t go to his homeroom Ciera tuns to me and goes, "He's perfect. Where did you get him." I replied with, "I know right! Fithe period." And then we laughed lol. But he is perfect.

So, everyone is tryin to own my body parts before Jesse can claim them. I know four of them were owned since frehsman/sophmore year. my boobs, crotch, and ass,and nose. Only three of those are major. But now Meaghens trying to own my lips. Jesse already claimed those at Ring Dance ;] S now i guess I havee to go and ask for "leases" on my body parts for Jesse. Thats somewhat akward. And I know two people are going to be hard to get a "lease" from. CoughMeaghenandVictoriaCough. And posible Ciera, but she really likes Jesse, so she'll go easy.
But anyway, yeah, that's about it.

I love this song....so I'm putting the lyrics up here:

We were both young when i first saw you
I close my eyes and the flashback starts
I`m standing there on a balcony in summer air
See the lights, see the party, the ball gowns
See you make your way through the crowd
And say hello, little did i know

That you were romeo
You were throwing pebbles
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
And i was crying on the staircase
Begging you please don`t go
And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

So i sneak out to the garden to see you
We keep quiet `cause we`re dead if they knew
So close your eyes, escape this town for a little while
Oh, oh, oh

`cause you were romeo, I was a scarlet letter
And my daddy said stay away from juliet
But you were everything to me
I was begging you please don`t go
And i said
Romeo, take me somewhere we can be alone
I`ll be waiting, all there`s left to do is run
You`ll be the prince and i`ll be the princess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
Romeo, save me, they`re trying to tell me how to feel
This love is difficult, but it`s real
Don`t be afraid, we`ll make it out of this mess
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes

I got tired of waiting, wondering if you were ever coming around
My faith in you was fading
When i met you on the outskirts of town
And i said
Romeo save me, i`ve been feeling so alone
I keep waiting for you but you never come
Is this in my head, i don`t know what to think
He knelt to the ground and he pulled out a ring
And said
Marry me, juliet, you`ll never have to be alone
I love you and that`s all i really know
I talked to your dad, go pick out a white dress
It`s a love story, baby, just say yes
Oh, oh, oh, oh
We were both young when i first saw you

So my sister,

talks a lot when shes nervous, tired, or telling me about her date. I want to hear about it.....but this morning is not the time to tell me. Whatever, I'll let her talk lol. I sound so horrible right now. It's just one of those mornings. My hair looks horrible. It's all frizzy. I'm really tired, and I have to pretend to be a minister this week. I'm gonna fall asleep on the bus. I just need to relax. I wish i still had my Ipod. I miss it way too much. That would really help if I had that.

I wish I had enough money in my account for lunch. I don't even have enough to pay the car bill this month. Well I do but my mom always pays over the amount. But once I pay it, there's nothing left. I really need a job. But during spring break I'm going to be working so that helps. I don't I'm going to have to use the 20 that Vicky gave me for her ticket. Ugh, I really wanted to keep that as pocket cash. Ugh! G2g. Bus calls. See you later.

Sunday, March 8, 2009

Fate or Choice

They always say that you can't help who you fall in love with, that you can't help who you even like. people call that fate. But then whats with the whole, "he's not my type." People call that choice. I was talking to my friend Meaghen about fate and choice. She refuses to believe that something has her life planned out for her but her. I agree with her, but I do like to think fate is real. I really believed in it when I was younger. Once I started high school i didn't think about it anymore, not really. I was stalled in my belief that there was a thing called fate. I wanted to give up on it. I wanted to say it only happens in the movies, Serendipity. While I was talking to Meaghen I thought a bit about it. What if fate did exist? But it didn't plan out your whole life. Maybe just aspects. Like Jesse and I. No one would have guessed. We are complete opposites. But it happened. Was that fate, or was that choice. did he choose to like me, or did it just happen. I know it just sort of happened for me. When I first saw him, I thought he was cool, an, interesting person to hang out with, but I didn't get close. I guess you could say I always felt a pull. But not a major one, not until recently. Was that fate? Or was that choice? I don't know, but it sure has me thinking.

Saturday, March 7, 2009

Last Night-

has no words to describe it. I knew I would have an amazing time, and I did. My mom met Jesse, and she likes him, I met Jesse's mom and she was really nice. He gave me a corsage, my first corsage. AW! I loved it! I was stupid to take it off though, I almost died when I thought I lost it. I found it in Vicky's bag. He said I looked beautiful, I felt it when he said that. Not that I didn't before, I was just glad he liked it. It was stupid to think he wouldn't. He looked so handsome to. He looked amazing! My mom was really mad that I lost her camera, but Vicky had hers so I'll get pictures from her. And some other people. It'll be okay. And Jesse's mom had us take pictures. I'll steal some from him lol. I can't remember if I was wearing the corsage then, I hope she doesn't not like me for that...damn. Jesse was dancing, he doesn't really dance so it was nice to see him let lose a little. We slow danced....that was funny, I think he knew that better than I did. And then we kissed. AMAZING! I haven't had much experience in the kissing department, so I don't know if I was bad. I hope not. Towards the end we cuddled. I wanted to stay in his arms forever. He said that it was worth it to come just for me. He's so amazing, so sweet. I'm so lucky to have him. I was sad at the end of dance. We had to go our separate ways. Me to IHOP, him home. At IHOP I told AJ and she was so happy for me. Lol. She said we are perfect for each other, and I think we are. We balance each other out. He's not a loser(he calls himself that). He's incredibly smart, sweet, funny, and caring. He's shy and he says he doesn't have that many friends, not as popular. But I doubt that. I'm smart, but not when it comes to math, and right now chemistry, I'm popular, he says, I'm outgoing, and.............idk...lol. Oh man lol.
You know how in movies they have a high school sweetheart, I hope that Jesse's mine. I really do. I know that is kinda early to say, but I really do hope that. I really really really like him. (Oh gosh that sounds clingy.)

I was upset for Maria. Shaden was there, and well that was interesting. I think that she should of gone up to him and said hi then walked away, and danced the night away, show him what he's missing. She looked absolutely amazing. She really did. An so did Vicky. They both looked beautiful.

I'm glad that I went and I hope everyone else had as an amazing time as I did.

Friday, March 6, 2009

today is!!!!

RING DANCE!!!!!
RING DANCE IS TODAY!!!!!!!
I'M SO FREAKIN STOKED FOR IT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!



I am so much better than I was yesterday

Thursday, March 5, 2009

I know

It's really stupid to think that Jesse wouldn't like my dress, let alone me. But I'm starting to think that. It's not doubting Jesse. I'm starting to doubt me. I love my dress and I have been stoked about wearing it since I got it in the summer. I can't wait to show it off. But now I feel all self conscious about it. I'm so nervous and excited at the same time. I feel like I'll burst. I'm nervous about what he'll think of me, will his mouth drop at how great I look, or will he think I look horrible. I'm a little nervous to meet his mom. And I know he's nervous about meeting mine. I'm nervous about whats going to happen at the dance. I had this dream where we had this amazing kiss, what if it happens? If it does, I might melt. And what if it does? Will I be bad? I'm just starting to have these thoughts. This is the day I've been waiting for this entire year, and now that its here, its not only amazing, but nerve racking. My friends all say not to worry about it. But I guess it's normal to worry about it. This is our first official date. And it's ring dance. He even bought a suite just for this. He said I was worth it. He says that hes so lucky to have me. But I look at it more like "What did I do to deserve him? I'm so lucky to have him." It is stupid to have these thoughts. I know he won't not like me. I know that he will love me. I know that Ill take his breath away. And I know that I'll have the most amazing time of my life. But its still like.....this IS ring dance, Junior Prom. I'm just scared,nervous, and excited all at once. I think I just need a slap in the face....reality check maybe. AJ said she'd give me one. But then I'll give her one to lol. It just hit me this evening. The full reality of it. And I just needed to get this out. I'm glad I did. I feel better. Lol. Thanks for reading.

Ring Dance

Ring Dance is tomorrow!!!!!!! I CANNOT wait!!!!!!! I'm so happy that Jesse gets to go to. He can't go to IHOP, but he's going to ring dance. YAY! It's going to be our first official date. So excited!!! I know tomorrow night is going to be the best of my life. I swear it will be. I don't know how to wear my hair yet. We have some things that I can stick in my hair for when its curly and a barrett for straight.......bu we might not even use them....Jesse said he'd rather me have my hair down. I asked my friend AJ and she said curly and down. That's exactly how Jesse wants it to. IDK. But he needs to do something with his hair to lol. XP What is it with guys and hair though? Seriously? Jesse loves my hair....I don't know why.....

I feel asleep today at lunch. i was out cold, or at least that's what my friends say. All I know is that I had the best dream in that thirty minute period. I hope it happens. That would be amazing.

Other than that, nothing much happened, I'm still floating. Yuppers, still.

Going to do math (blech) homework.

Wednesday, March 4, 2009

Floating on cloud nine

Yeah, that's exactly how you could describe me. But my friends like to think more like cloud infinite and beyond. But I like cloud nine better, its sounds better. So why am I cloud 9? My crush, Jesse, and I are now in a official relationship! OH! Score! Lol. Yeah, cloud nine. Nice view from up here to. Not coming down to soon either. It's the greatest. I'm amazingly happy, and so is he.( I hope...I know he's at least happy. Oh no!)
So yeah....ugh....his habits have rubbed off on me now. Lol.
I'm going to go....I have to memorize all these lines for debate. Im playing a minister in the Scope Trail. Majorly contradicting myself.

Tuesday, March 3, 2009

Me through my friends

I was on my myspace profile.... don't go on there a lot anymore since I got my facebook. I like that better for some reason. But as I was reading my about me, I cam across some hackings that my friends did. I read them and felt so loved and happy. They are the bestest friends in the world that I could ask for. They are amazing. They say I'm amazing, but I know I couldn't have gotten through some patches in life with out them. I love them so much.

(and i feel like posting thier hackings)

Vicky:
I don't really how these fancy div layouts work... I'm slightly intimidated. Not knowing where to put things and such... so I'll keep it short and pray that nothing goes wrong with all the fancy html'ing. :) yeah, you have stumbled upon my best friend's humble abode. and i just wanted to say that i love amanda soo soo much, she's been my best friend since like seventh grade in the times of glasses, braces, daniel radcliffe, her extremely attractive cousin *hehe*, pwetty wocks, dino-marcus-coppa-cocoapuff, and so much more. she's always there for me and i love her to the moon and back... maybe more... definitely more. vicky. 7/11/08.


Done by Mia Stanley:
Amanda- My most amazing friend....I don't think i have enough words to say how much you mean to me...you've been there for me since 6th grade we've been through some hard times together...but you were always there for me...and yet...you STILL are...you will NEVER be easy to forget...i think i just have to get my brain removed in order to forget you...but without my brain...i do not live...so therefore..without you...i can't live ^^...and a million times THANKS...and thanks and thanks and more THANKS...i love you!!!! I love you guys...forever!!!! my reason for writing this is because...i realize there are some people in this cruel world that don't have the wonderful friends i do...and sorry for sounding like a total emotional idiot....but i'm letting my emotions spill for once ^^ thank you guys again....for being so wonderful!


Red:
Well,I don't need to meet anyone because I have already met thee perfect people.Most of all,I have met RED who adds COLOR to my dull and boring lifeeee.LOL,and just so you know,RED is so totally hacking me right now!!LOL,oui,c'est moi-Rouge! ANYWAYSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSS,I do loaf my Paingwaing.Yes,I said "loaf" like a loaf of bread and "Painwaing" like you are pronouncing Penguin wrong:).All you outsiders just would not get it!Amanda is my best frannnnnn and I loaf her to death.Be jealous.I can tell anything to this girl and she'll always understand or try to understand<3.She's the greatest:).I'm soooo glad we met at P.I.Paingwaing is le cheese to my macaroni.If ANYONE hurts her,they're getting SLAMMED.Wordddddddddd.And yes,we are those two best friends who can walk through the mall laughing INSANELY loud and not be bother by everyone staring. hacking done by thee one and only,most spontaneous red! on tuesday,june 10,2008-6:22pm.werdddddddd?.

3 things about me....times 12

THREE NAMES I GO BY
1.Mandy
2.Manny
3.Amannyanduh
THREE JOBS I HAVE HAD IN MY LIFE
1. Tropica Smothie
2. Portside Pharmacy
3. City of Newport News-admin aide
THREE PLACES I HAVE LIVED
1. Cherry Hill
2. East Windsor
3. Newport News
THREE TV SHOWS THAT I WATCH
1. House
2. Disney Chanel
3. United States of Tara
THREE PLACES I HAVE BEEN
1. England
2. France
3. Bahamas
THREE PLACES I WANT TO GO
1. Castaway Cay
2. Asia
3. More of Europe
THREE OF MY FAVORITE FOODS
1. Homemade
2. Chinese
3. Sugary
THREE PETS THAT YOU HAVE OWNED
1. Remy
2. GiGi
3. Minka
THREE FRIENDS WHO WILL REPLY
1. AJ
2. Matt Broome
3. Hannah Rose
THREE FAVORITE BANDS / ARTISTS
1. Mindless Self Indulgence
2. Spill Canvas
3. NEVERSHOUT NEVER!
THREE FAVORITE TEAMS TO WATCH
1. Olympics
2. Olympics
3. Olympics
THREE FAVORITE DRINKS
1. Tea
2. Chocolate milk
3. Shirley Temples

SCORE!!!

SCORE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Monday, March 2, 2009

Stupid School System

The snow day we had today, well it made us lose a day in our spring break. So instead of going back the 14th, we go back the 13th. Stupid School System. I really hate the fact that they decided to also give us a 2 hour delay tomorrow. Those always throw me out of wack. Always. I once missed my bus because I calculated the time wrong. AS I said, it threw me out of wack. UGH!!!!!!! Stupid School System with its stupid snow days and is stupid 2 hour delays.

Snow Day

So today was declared a snow day. It is actually snowing this time to. Finally. But I'd rather have gone to school, and seen some people. I remember in New Jersey when we got 30 inches of snow during the weekend. They still made us go to school. Now mind you that was, for me, in elementary school. So the snow was as tall as me..... They told us not to walk through it but w did it anyway and we got soaked. I was wearing my little purple snow suite. It was great, that was real snow. Down here if they get a quarter of a centimeter, they go crazy and stock up on food. WTF? it's like they've never seen snow. But whatever, it's rather funny. My mom is happy that we have the day off. She gets another day to work on her National Boards. I get a day to do...nothing. all my friends are outside in the snow....I would...but I get cold very easily and um....yeah. And yea I know I know I lived up north. Whatever...but I still like it better up there. I haven't seen a REAL city in ages!!!!! I lived like 15 minutes away from Philly. I loved that place. I miss the Dinners to. Those places are AMAZING!!!!
Anyway, I'm done ranting. I seem to do that a lot. Peace.

Sunday, March 1, 2009

IHOP has gotten sooo much bigger, not the actual restaurant I mean. The group going there. I have at least 14 people going. IHOP doesn't do reservations either. Which sucks. So we might be standing there for a while, but it doesn't really matter, more time to talk to friends. I heard one of my other friends was going to dinner at a restaurant by my house beforehand. I thought that was a really good idea and i guess I was sort of jealous. They are going t a fancy restaurant, then going to the dance. I'm just going to IHOP. And everyone tells me it's going to be mega crowded....they all put down my idea to go there. I asked AJ about it and she said my idea was better. She said my IHOP outing was going to be filled with laughter, love, friends, and good memories. She said it was way more relaxed to, and cooler because it was late at night. I felt way better afterward. It was a good idea, and I shouldn't let other people tell me it wasn't as good. It's my idea and if you don't like it, don't come. So I know I'll have fun, and s will everyone else. That's all that matters. It's five day's until ring dance!!!!!!!! Can't wait to blow everyone away with how beautiful I look!!!!!!!! (in my mystery dress, I haven't really told anyone what it looks like!)