I haven't been the most amazing up keeper of this blog have I. I'm sorry. I should post more. I do spend a lot of time on my computer. I only really just thought of you here though. Silly me. A lot has happened....too much to put in on blog post. It would take a lifetime to tell.

I have a new favorite song. Love Story by Taylor Swift. i was reading the mediator series by Meg Cabot while listening to it to. It fit the story line nicely at parts. *sigh* I wish life was that easy. Everyone I think does though. I mean seriously, wow you have some problems then you get over them, you find your one true love, and you live happily ever after. Nope. Not real life. First you go through shit then more shit and even when you find love you still go through shit. Life is crappy. Specially when it comes to love. Sure I believe in it, but I'm starting to think less of it. Its romantics. Maybe I'm just being pessimistic because Valentines day is approaching, for which I am always single and lonely. I see the kids with their big bears and chocolate filled hearts. I keep wishing someone would miraculously give me one. I did give out some of those corny Valentines with candy to. I got nothing in return. Wait i take that back. I got the flu, twice cause I went back to school early. Sigh. I wish it could be easier.

Sorry I'm being all pessimistic about this....I should be happier. I have a great life. I went on a cruise during winter break. I met the coolest people. I still talk to them. They are unforgettable. I love them to death. I miss everyone to. Life on the boat was so carefree. I loved it at night. The water was so dark you couldn't tell where the sky ended and the water began. It was beautiful. And in the day the water was blue. Blue I tell you. The prettiest blue ever and in shallow water it was lighter. You could actually see the sand underneath. It was AMAZING!!!!

I've pretty much said everything. yeah, that's about it. I think I'm going to go. I have.....a life to figure out? lol naw. I have to go to sleep. I'm exhausted, all this reminiscing lol.