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Wednesday, November 11, 2009

Senior Superlatives

They are just a popularity contest, seriously. They are fun to fill out though, see what else people put down, but we already know who will win. and its not Maria and I sadly. But it's fun to see. Emily is all about winning, aparently she was bitching that I put Laura most changed since 9th grade. Honeslty though, other than her weight, I havent seen Emily change much and I've had a class with her every year. Laura, I've seen her change more. Like seriously, get over it. I have a feeling our class song is going to be Run This Town by Rihanna, I think it should be Down by Jay Sean. " So baby dont worry, you are my only, you wont be lonley, even if the sky is falling down." Lolz yup. But its majority rules.

I am really pissed at my anatomy teacher, not giving me .1 of a point to an A. I'll ask her tomorrow maybe if she finally put it in, watch her get an attitude with me. ugh.

So Unique and I created a turn on list which is rather rofl. She has 8 I have 11, well actually 12, have to add one. I bet if I really go over it I can cmbine some though..... wow lolz. Yup, sadly all of them i have discovered because of Jesse. Oh well. They are rather....stupid turn ons...its really. Lolz. I'm debating if I should let him read it....he knows most but there are some that he didn't know about on there......idk....

So anyway, I have all A's and B's. I am so proud of myself :D i know that sad but I always get a C in one class at least, usually math. But nope, I am doing very wel this year and I am happy :D

Other than that....he actually thinks I can make the deal. Finally!!! Rofl.

Saturday, November 7, 2009

Overreacting?

So Jesse is possibly getting a knee replacement. I think he finds out if he needs one on the 3rd of December. That's 2 days before my birthday. I told him I want to know everything that he finds out about it and I want to be one of the first. I think it's reasonable. He thinks it's funny. It's just, sure it's a small surgery, maybe, but I love him and I just want to make sure everythings ok with it. Everyone hates getting cut open. I'm probably over reacting but I just worry, it's my job lol. Idk, I just, I want to be there for him. It's stupid. Like the day of, if he gets one, I want to be there. I won't if he doesn't want me to. But idk lets just see. Lolz. I bet he's reading this and laughing lol. Tell me what you think Jesse lolz :)
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Saturday, October 31, 2009

I love how


I get yelled at for responsibility but she didn't tell me the change amount and then she goes online to find out that we are fine. I love how parents take out frustrations on kids.

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Wednesday, October 28, 2009

In other news

Jesse almost kissed me yesterday. Just because we aren't going out YET doesn't mean we can't have the benefits does it?


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Guess what?

I screwed up my moms birthday like i do every year. I didn't have her Dinner on her birthday? I didn't do anything in the evening, I didn't watch movies with her, I just didn't do it right. I was working we had the dinner on Sunday, it was very good, I had to do anatomy and Rachel should have down more, I was working it was her job to entertain my mom when I was. Did she? No. She was talking to chris. I can't say anything other than my birthday is always crap and rachels, well she got to see Chris when she's not supposed to. Me? I might not even get to see the light of day on mine. My mom might waste the tickets. Ugh, what can I say? This fucking sucks.



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Tuesday, October 20, 2009

Getting sick ?

Yeah and it fucking sucks. And my arm hurts cause I got the swine flu shot today. I hate it cause they just jab you in the arm and push it in. It's like really? Can't you just find a vein? It actually hurts less.


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Sunday, October 18, 2009

Yuppp

It's been good so far. I've got six months to get to a point where I can get back with Jesse. Thomas and I are still friends. But honestly Jesse is way beyond everyone. He told me he still loved me and I was so happy. Then I worried that he was lying to me but he wouldn't lie about that. I just need to get to a certain point............u realy would do anything for him, I really would.


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